I woke up thinking all the things that everybody says behind my back. About how awkward it is for me to be around people, thin people... That's probably the reason for not going out with my "friends", for not wanting to meet other people. I just don't fit in. However, that's not what i want from my life. I want to have fun finally. And my weight is a BIG, FAT obstacle. I can't allow that to happen. I have to do something. I miss my old me. A strong, confident woman with a nice body. Instead, now i am fat, weak, insecure and disgusted with my own self.

THIS IS GOING TO CHANGE. THAT WAS ENOUGH!!!